another week gone by...

...and what do I have to show for it? I really don't know - it was a LONG week:
Sunday: My 36th birthday
Monday: Psych eval
Tuesday: Nutrition class in the AM, Psychotherapy in the PM, with an afterschool rehearsal thrown in for good measure.
Wednesday: nothing
Thursday: afterschool rehearsal, but was home by 6:00p (YEAH!!!)
Friday: afterschool choir clinic with advanced girls choir till 7pm, then dinner with Julie
Saturday: Birthday dinner party with Anna, Jay, Kandi, Alvin, Kathleen, Kaylyn, Richard, and Steve.
Sunday: church, lunch with the Risers
This week - more afterschool rehearsals!!!

It's contest season and I am calm right now - which scares the crap out of me. Why am I not MORE stressed about this? Have I given up? Is there too much still to be done? I am scared because I thought I made good choices this year. Now, I am not so sure. Should I have combined the advanced and intermediate girls for contest and gone non-varsity? Did I choose music that was too difficult for HT? I have sightread enough to warrant success. There is SO MUCH polishing left to be done this week. I am scared. A lot.

We add to that the waiting for Lap-Band approval and hearing from UH about acceptance into graduate school. A couple of uncertains just floating out there in oblivion.

I am not calm. My wigging out phase has officially begun....